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Running on empty
It’s remarkable to me how much orgasm denial changes who I am. Of course, these changes are well documented just about everywhere, but I still find it fascinating how accommodating and attentive I can...
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I want
We leave today for our three-day, two-night, adults-only trip to the charming B&B next to a river in the boonies somewhere. Apparently, there are things to do around the B&B, but I don’t care....
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Thrice
Belle let me come three time last weekend. Three times in three days (only once inside her). I feel somewhat bad for not coming over here and posting about it (and even worse that I ignored the blog...
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Sleepless (again)
For the third time since beginning our program of my prolonged orgasmic denial, I went an entire night with little or no sleep. I’m beginning to think this will happen every time Belle and I are apart...
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Double release
Thursday night, after we had driven four hours to the family compound in the North woods, Belle let me out of the device. On the one hand, I was surprised because she had dropped zero hints leading up...
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Defining vanilla
“I just want to have plain, vanilla sex,” said Belle Fille. “Vanilla as opposed to…?” I asked. “You said you wanted me to hurt you, but I don’t feel like that right now. I just want sweet, vanilla...
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Seperate and unequal
There is a definite correlation between my sexual frustration and level of energy I’m able to put into the blog. More frustration equals more blogging. The more she lets me come, the less I have to say...
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Cut me, Mick.
Belle gave me a signal on Friday that she was going to let me out on Sunday. To be honest, when I know my release is imminent, I start to lose patience with wearing the device. As long as the release...
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Stupid penis tricks
I think this is neat, though I assume you’ll find it gross. I figured out yesterday that, if I remove my PA jewelry and pinch the head of the dick closed, I can pee just fine through my piercing. What...
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Minnesota nice
An edited text exchange between Belle Fille and me from Wednesday night: BF: Hi. How about some hot vibe action with I get home? T: Um, you betcha. BF: Be naked and ready. T: Give me 5 minutes warning....
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It’s all good
It’s totally predictable now. Orgasms = diminished urge to blog about not having orgasms. Interestingly, my interest in non-orgasmly focused topics goes up. If this blog covered other aspects of my...
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I come and she goes
Why am I not writing? Because I don’t feel like it. Why not? Well, nothing’s happening. True, a blog about being denied orgasm is often about the absence of a thing, but in this case, nothing is all I...
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The unwanted orgasm
“Indefinitely” lasted until about 2:30 this morning. We had had a brief conversation about her comment to my last post where I basically expressed my confusion to her in person, told her I felt as...
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Out for the weekend
Saturday morning, Belle says to me, “We’re going to have sex in a few minutes after I have a little more coffee.” “And what do you mean when you say ‘sex’?” At that point, I was wearing a chastity...
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Really bad, then really good
Saturday, Belle told me at some point that Sunday morning she was going to beat me. It’s been so long since she beat me. Yeah, she’s done little things here and there to hurt me (mostly nipple twisting...
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Feeling good
“How are you feeling?” Belle asked. “Good,” I replied. “Yeah?” We had just climbed into bed and were waiting for the offspring to go to sleep in their bedrooms. “Sure,” I said, “What exactly are you...
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There and back again
Thursday morning, as I was getting ready to leave on my trip, Belle took me into the bathroom to lock the CB6K onto my body. I’ve gone into it before with less than full enthusiasm, but this time I...
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Mexico
Back! First things first. While in Mexico, I received an email from Dietmar at Steelworxx saying our new Steelheart had been shipped. That was on Friday and I’m not sure how he shipped it so don’t know...
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Seeking my mojo
Thursday, Belle was at a work dinner and got home late. Apparently, their waiter was a hot young thing Belle found entirely satisfactory. At one point, she texted me telling me about him and how she...
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Still alive
While I can’t say the malaise has been shaken off, it has been given a good kick. Yesterday, the last full day before Belle went away for a week to Asia, I asked for an orgasm. It’s not that I...
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